lose

It's raining outside perfect for my mood
Preparing goodbyes, in case i finally lose
Feeling small here, like i'm stuck in a clock
I hear the ticking but i can't make it stop

Always mess up my brains afraid to get too close
Guess it happens, by now I should know how it goes
Read about attachment when it was too late
Tell me, is this what living is supposed to be like?

I'll head home on my own try to cry about it
I'll head home all alone learn to live just like this

Its making mistakes, doing stupid things too soon
Then realise it's all over and you won't get it back
But it's quiet outside, messy in my room
Wish i could get by, looks like i'll be hanging out with the moon

I'll head home on my own try to cry about it
I'll head home all alone learn to live just like this
I'll be hosting my own self pity trip
I'll be locked in my room making sense of this



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Writer(s): Isak Gunnarsson
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