Tomorrow Seemed Better Yesterday

If you could feel my heart, you'd cry
Make the tears fall from your eyes
If you could hold my soul, it'd crush
Cause the weight is just too much
If you could see my clouds, you'd drown
Slip away without a sound
If you could read my mind, you'd see
I'm just another sad story

Man, where the fuck did it all go wrong
Been down for so long, like I can't move it on
Like my past is coming back to bite my ass in a major way
Praying for better days, all that I see is grey
Ain't that the fucking way, I guess that's how mine goes
Can I tough it out, we'll see, only time knows
It's been a hell'a fight, pray that that end's close
And hope that I can keep the demon down deep in the shadows
Staring at that pistol on my desk, should I pull the trigger
Will I be at peace in rest or burn because I was a sinner
Will I finally feel like I've accomplished something, not for nothing
Got me so depressed like I'm drowning, giving up, succumbing
So sick and tired of screaming with no sound
Trying to reach out, no hands to be found
Approaching a breakdown, a desolate highway
Lose a little more of my strength with every passing day

If you could feel my heart, you'd cry
Make the tears fall from your eyes
If you could hold my soul, it'd crush
Cause the weight is just too much
If you could see my clouds, you'd drown
Slip away without a sound
If you could read my mind, you'd see
I'm just another sad story

Man, where fuck did I fuck it up
Stuck in this rut, feel like giving up
Like it's enough, I had it, I'm fucking done with this shit
I'm just the same useless piece of shit I'm biased against
A little bit homicidal, mostly it's suicidal
with tantrums just like a child, a rabid wolf, volatile
Back me in a corner, I'ma slash, I'ma bite
Burn every dam bridge that I've built in life
It feels right, I get off on that shit
I'ma start a relationship so I can sabotage it
Wallow in the pity, sympathy when it's over
Been by myself for so long only more bitter as I get older
They say money can't fix a person, I'd personally beg to differ
Don't think my dam bank account ever hit four figures
But fuck it, that's life, there ain't no guarantees
Don't feel bad for me, I'm just another sad story

If you could feel my heart, you'd cry
Make the tears fall from your eyes
If you could hold my soul, it'd crush
Cause the weight is just too much
If you could see my clouds, you'd drown
Slip away without a sound
If you could read my mind, you'd see
I'm just another sad story

If you could feel my heart, you'd cry
Make the tears fall from your eyes
If you could hold my soul, it'd crush
Cause the weight is just too much
If you could see my clouds, you'd drown
Slip away without a sound
If you could read my mind, you'd see
I'm just another sad story