3am In Ladera (feat. Pendrick)

Three in the morning check my phone and you going off
I don't want to fight I'd rather talk it out

Ain't no space for me to feel nothing we're going through
For you to care what I'm feeling is foreign too

Just want to have a conversation bout what's on your thoughts
Without you verbally beating me to get points across

The realist nigga that you know but I'm a man first
So you gotta know that shit you say can hurt

It's fight or flight and every time you choose fly away
Not only running but disappearing and hide away

I been picking up my phone searching for your name
And I don't even press talk cuz it ain't the same

2018 Was rougher than a motherfucker
19 Really wasn't no better
2020 Gadamn we lost a baby
Trying to keep my mind off it focused on cheddar

I done took so many Ls just to get a win
But don't no Ls take away that I'm a champion

Gotta make sure I keep my head screwed tight
Cuz I don't want to lose me in all of this

Yeah

I don't want lose me in all of this
How you gone erase everything we did
Even in the end I still want you to win

I don't want lose me in all of this
How you gone erase everything I did
Even in the end I want you to win

We lost a baby so I got you a dog
Thinking it would help but it ain't fix shit at all
What we doing taking these breaks it ain't making no sense
Either with me or not but don't stratal the fence

I Ain't trying to attack you but you're taking offense
I'm trying to repent I'm over paying for sins

I think you got it until you do it again
You want me to grow but be who you been

That ain't really fair for this relationship
Saying you care but you ain't showing it

You say Im never there when you turn and look
You said you would grow but we never could
I treat you better but we never good
You wishing me the best we already had it

Niggas hit my phone
Asking me what's wrong