Tiger

Ah damn here we go again
Used to be a little timid
Now I'm struttin' in
Must be an epiphany I remember when
I was so disappointed about my melanin
And my other friends
Who never seemed too worried about it
And always managed to wear a grin
I let the envy in
But being inducted into the settlement
Gave me room to grow again

I had fun at the show
I know it gotta end
I ain't worried no mo
It paid in dividends

When you live where I live as I am
And breathe and eat and drink fear as I have
You get over the subtlety of the migraines
Stemming from heat of the humble mention of my name
And my pain
It ain't no different from yours
Other than the fact that I keep track of all the remorse

So

Breaking make you sick
Lemme get the benefit
Baby holdin' sum' thick
Lemme hit a little bit

Usually a problem
And supposedly a flaw
But now it's workin' in my favor
Ain't no reason to get rid of it

Whatever

I be rocking back and forth like I don't know no better

Problems and relationships that I have yet to sever

From my psyche you would think that I ain't got the time

To look for the better parts of me that I have yet to find

Whatever

I'm looking for ways I can divide
And conquer my inner demons where in my heart they reside
I'm caterin' to myself and obtaining a peace of mind
And getting used to the feeling of leaving women behind
And I
Couldn't ever surmise
The feeling of seeing all of the blue in my eyes
Every time you look at me
I'm always surprised
I don't know why I doubted it being one of a kind
I'm clearly one of a kind

It's so clear

There's a reason I'm not good at focusin'

There's a reason for all my hopelessness

I'm waitin' on the right time to start

I don't wanna be the one who breaks your heart
Your heart

And I don't want you

Waiting on me
Don't want you to be
Waiting on me
Feels so lonely

Waiting on me
Even though I'm all alone
I'm all alone

And I don't want you
Waiting on me
I don't want you to be
Waiting on me
Feels so lonely

Waiting on me
Even though I'm all alone
I'm all alone
And I don't want you

And since I made it clear if I'm loving, then I'm lethal
Never meant to do it to you
Now you know I'm see-through
Maybe I'm exaggerating
Plenty ones I been through
I'm the main attraction
And you just another sequel

It's a kind of sorcery, you think that I'm befitting you
Misery and villainy is all that I'm committed to
I wanna snatch you up so I can rip you to shreds
Then we both could be dead
And we can put it to bed