I Don't Think You Will

Two player Mario Kart
Dinner with your whole family
Watching Star Wars until dark
Need for speed at 17
Napping at midnight and then
Smoking some Jane on the in between
Meeting all of your good friends
Moving along so happily
Moment by moment I felt something new
Arguments fluent with nothing to prove
Daylight by daylight nightmare in my calls
My head was screaming I took on it all
Oh, I know I did you wrong
Not all of it was my fault
And now you ain't with someone new
I've been meaning to ask you

Did you cry?
Did you scream?
Did you try to stop him leaving?
Blocking the door?
Pull him to the floor?
Did you try to change the way he saw himself?
Leave anything left?
I don't think you did
I don't think you will

Screaming echoes in my head
Silenced by making up sex
Poison in all of our meals together
I think we both needed a rest
My mother turned fifty
I wanted to celebrate
Your semi formal the same night
You need a date
You said that was it
If I didn't wanna go with
Your paranoia I'll never get
I'm just a guy, a pitiful wreck
You made me feel awful
You said I'm the worst
Said I fucking lied about that night after work
I haven't broken these walls, not all of this is my fault
And now you ain't with someone new, I've been meaning to ask you

Did you cry?
Did you scream?
Did you try to stop him leaving?
Blocking the door?
Pull him to the floor?
Did you try to change the way he saw himself?
Leave anything left?
I don't think you did
I don't think you will

When you cried and you screamed and I tried to say I was sorry
You wouldn't listen, you wouldn't hear me
When you tried to change the way I saw myself
Destroy what was left
I wasn't perfect
I can't forget it



Credits
Writer(s): Ronan De Faoite
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