Villain

Been feeling like a villain in my own life
Like everyone will celebrate when I die
And I know that living with me is hard
Cause it's like I'm always falling apart

And I don't think it's getting better
I've just learned to turn it off
And it don't depend on the weather
Maybe I'm just getting soft

I can't forgive myself for what I've done
Feels like I just exist to ruin everyone
I've ever loved won't talk to me
And I don't deserve your sympathy

And I don't think it's getting better
I've just learned to turn it off
And it don't depend on the weather
Maybe I'm just getting soft

What if I'm a bad person
And I don't believe in hell
So I'll never learn my lesson
And I know the ending all too well

And I'm a ghost to everyone
Cause I don't wanna be left alone
And I just want to run
Cause I don't know what feels like home

And I don't think it's getting better
I've just learned to turn it off
And it don't depend on the weather
Maybe I'm just getting soft
And I don't think it's getting better



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Writer(s): Sydney Olsen
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