How I Really Feel

I mean you keep asking and asking you know what I'm saying
but it's like I don't even feel like you'll understand like
I don't even feel like you trying to understand cause I mean
I'm explaining it to you but it's like you'll never understand you know what I'm saying

You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand

When I get mad I wanna kill people
I talk to God everyday but I'm still evil
Imma try to trust you but I know I can't
You can tell me that you with me but I know you ain't
Really I'm just tired of all the bullshit
Imma keep my fingers crossed and keep a full clip
Gotta watch these bitches cause they plotting too
Fighting demons in the darkness pouring up the juice

I just wanna be alone I'm a real loner
She be smoking all my weed she a real stoner
Imma let you play yourself before I cut you off
I wish twelve would mind they business I'll knock you off
He started tripping on some paper he was not my dog
You ain't picking up my calls cause you ain't my dog
Bitch I need that pussy first in case you all talk
I thought we was tight but really it ain't what I thought

You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand how I really feel
You'll never understand