i hate first dates

I hate first dates and birthdays
Maybe I'm too cynical for my 20's
But there's plenty of people I try to avoid
So I like to stay inside

I used to kiss all the boys that I found kinda cute
And now I kinda regret that
The only good one is you so I erase them
So I've got space in my brain

I get overwhelmed when I walk into a party
I thought that would end after puberty

So could ya give me comfort
In this city
Before I build a ship
Could ya knock my door down
Try to kiss me while I stand on this cliff

I love fairytale endings
Dreaming up my own since I was younger than seven
'Til the world spoke up and said, "I have a confession"
People get rich selling lies

I get overwhelmed when I walk into a party
I thought that would end after puberty

So could ya give me comfort
In this city
Before I build a ship
Could ya knock my door down
Try to kiss while I stand on this cliff

And if we jump together
Maybe both of us would sink
So we should go before we overthink

Because I get overwhelmed when I walk into a party