Available

I see love in the little things
Sweet promises and verbal rings
Although lately it feels cold
I don't get knocks upon my door

I wish things could be different
A world without all the distance
A fight without life's resistance
One where we're all pulled out of indifference

'Cause something unsettles in the waves when I look at you
Don't I remind you of the things that hold onto you

Is my love affordable for you
Is my love available to you
Or am I just another drop of shame
In the ocean of your pain
You can find me any day

You know all that you need to know
Before you've heard too much and close the door
Cause you don't want to hear me cry
You don't know how to dry my eyes

Another scream on the news today
In a distant land, so very far away
And all the noise starts to sound the same
Or maybe your perception's changed

'Cause something unravels in the waves when I look at you
Should I remind you of the things that hold onto you

Is my love affordable for you
Is my love available to you
Or am I just another drop of shame
In the ocean of your pain
You can find me any day

Is my love affordable for you
Is my love available to you
Or am I just another folded page
In the chapter of your play
You'll come back to me someday

Someday you'll look in the mirror and see my face
Daunting as your secrets touching sun-rays
And in the midst of all the walls I know that
Sometimes there are pieces sticking out that don't fit neatly
And suddenly you're not so different from me
Maybe, you'll see
For a second the way I was made to be seen

If only I was available to you
Is my love affordable for you
Or am I just another drop of shame
In the ocean of your pain
You can find me any day

Is my pain convenient for you
Is my face acceptable to you
Or am I just another folded page
In the chapter of your play
You'll come back to me someday

Is my love affordable for you
Is my love available to you
Or am I just another folded page
Will I neatly fade away
You'll remember me someday
You'll remember me someday