Red Light

Shots of 42 for the suppression
Feel like I could lose it any second
I've been moving' way too reckless
Who been checking on me
This new direction
I should go and hit the jeweler for a necklace
But too many got dependence on me
They make judgements 'fore they get to know me
Feeling like they yet to show me true colors
Like I don't know that they'll be right up on my dick right when I do numbers
Y'all ain't really seen me in a few summers
I know you ask about me
I know in all your little circles that you have to doubt me
These the patterns we created
Got some people that I used to feel like family related ain't the same around me
Like they don't see the bigger picture got the frame around me

Get out my space I'm drowsy
Been up on a night shift
Way too far removed from the parking lot to light spliffs
Wonder where the time went
Back in twenty sixteen never would a thought this
You gon' have to miss me put you on a block list
It get risky if they want to pop shit
Whatever I'm here for it
Was moving base now I got the engineer for it
They ain't as fly as me it's only right I Clearport it
I know it's really confrontation that they been avoiding
Fuck my situation they just want a bigger portion
Wishing they could play me like the radio do Ariana
I talk my shit for 4 minutes been that prima donna
I told my papa don't preach I don't need reminders
They Jack my style in the future thinking they designers

Was all good just a week ago
Y'all take the summers off I ain't working seasonal
Like Michael Jordan Space Jam how you reaching though
Like how you find a way to boast about it
It's like the harder that you work is measured by how much you post about it
Ain't nothing wholesome 'bout it
Back to Cali only time I hit the coast I promise
And then I'm gone for good I vanish
You lacking confidence if how I'm moving make you panic
I don't care about you I just keep it charismatic
They see me winning they can't stand it
But I'm still the one they leaning on
Guarantee they up and leave if that convenience gone
It's 4 am up in the city I'm just searching for some piece of mind
Since 2013 I just wanted reasons why
My grandfather couldn't be around to see me thrive

I still don't like to talk about it
You really think you got it covered but I option route it
You the type to think you won an argument just because you talk the loudest
Some self-reflection in need of it
I walk around mean mugging
Put that on exhibit, I know it's vivid, I ain't budging
Got to get in line because you been fronting
I bet I could I show you the way
If we put egos aside and we know what it takes
Put that shit in overtime I'm controlling the pace
I got to capitalize when I notice mistakes
I tried to keep it brief now I'm closing the case
I can't be pretending like I don't know what to say
Been like that since 57 a
I had different struggles never been on section 8
They really tried to convince me that they could set restraints

But I been trying to get my bands right
I been trying to fuck up on that Lisa Ann type
I be on some shit I don't remember last night
Never needed your clearance ain't paying that price
I don't need interference I know what that's like
What you want me to do
I'd never make it out the Honda according to you
I'm looking out for my Donda still more I could do
And I got family members been ignoring me too
I ain't trying to clear it up
I ain't trying to talk in like a year and some
Y'all don't hold me down you just keeping that appearance up
My mom call me tell me I'm not here enough
I barely got the time to even hear it out
I fear that even when I got it all
I'm a focus on everything I'm here without, yeah