Be Better

Be better, just be better
Be better, just be better

But it's so hard to be better

I know I have my flaws
Like everyone else does
But why can't they just go away?
As my gift for Christmas

They are a hazy part of me
Although it doesn't seem that bad
I don't think they want to leave
And it makes me sad that

I can't maintain a conversation
People always slip away
I'm not able to hide the tension
Neither ask her on a date
I lack assertiveness and patience
I take three days to answer your texts
Don't even start about my confidence
If I die then what is next?

But it's so hard to be better

It's not that I don't try
It's jus never enough
Like everything I do
Turns into rust
They are much better than me
And although I'm not that bad
The others always get the lead
And it makes me mad that

I can't maintain my own attention
My mind always slip away
I'm not able do hide the tension
Neither ask you on a date
I lack assertiveness and confidence
I can't tell between right and left
Is this kindness or romance?
I swear to you I try my best

Getting better one step a time
But when everyone is running
I'm getting behind

While everyone is making money
I'm here making songs
While everyone is moving forward
I struggle to go on
So many thing I wanna do
None of them are useful
Not that I would do them anyway
I'll just wait it 'til tomorrow

But it's so hard to be better

(Be better, just be better)
(Be better, just be better)
(Be better, just be better)
And I still try to be better