My Apology

I've prepared for the silence
Gotten used to goodbyes
Cause I know you'll be saying it soon
It's only a matter of time

I've mastered the art
Of booking tables for one
So all of the restaurants in town
Will save me a seat on my own

So when you hear this song
Know that I'll be going
But losing me wouldn't be a loss
When I'll never be
What you need

Pack up your things
Get ready to leave
You deserve a life
Without me

Holding you back
Letting you down
Being the reason
That you're missing out

So this is my apology
For existing

I've prepared for the tears
Once the damage is done
I've only got myself to blame
For hurting the ones that I love

So when you hear this song
Please don't try to save me
Cause losing me wouldn't be a loss
When you deserve so much more
Than someone like me

Pack up your things
Get ready to leave
You deserve a life
Without me

Holding you back
Letting you down
Being the reason
That you're missing out

So this is my apology
For existing

I'll let you go
And walk away
It's all my fault
I know
For thinking that I could stay

I'll hold the door
And set you free
Think this world
Would be better without me

Wasting time
Wasting space
I could easily just be replaced

So this is my apology
For existing