Take Me Back

Take me back to the indie pop show
Back in San Francisco
Where I learned that self-love can be practiced
Forms over time, like a new habit

Take me back to feeling well
With a close friend in a cheap hotel
'Cause it's been a whole month since then
And I just ran out of my meds

I thought and thought and thought and thought
Of making the call, and each time, I forgot
I fought and fought and fought and fought
To make it through, and to give up

Take me right back to the times when
I didn't know how to depend
It's so easy to just give in
When no one's on the other end

Take me right back to the bottom
I don't think they saw me sink
I'll be sinking, down by the flotsam
From underwater, I see them, they're not here for me

I thought and thought and thought and thought
Of breaking a glass, but I loved the staff too much
I fought and fought and fought and fought
Determined to give up, but nothing was sharp enough

That's not an accomplishment
Not an accomplishment
Not an accomplishment
Not an accomplishment

I would've given in
Would've given in
Would've given in
Would've given in

I'm not too smart for this
Not too smart for this
Not too smart for this
Not too smart for this

I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk
I am at risk