Meant To Be

Yo, I think
There's just something I need to get off my chest with this one
Something I need to talk about, for my sake
So yea

Yo,
First of all I want to say congrats
Because I'm taken back by how you did all that
And still managed to keep your head high and be proud
Took a couple months after but I finally found out but
I can't believe I blamed myself
You didn't want to look bad so you blamed someone else
I took the brunt of it, dodging mirrors rounds the house
Cos I hated my reflection but I'm hating yours now but
Did I even earn your respect?
After all that time even though I gave it my best
You didn't have the dignity to tell the truth of why you wanted to leave
And tell the truth, I wish I never begged and pleaded
Cos looking back it wasn't even worth it
You was once priceless but now you're worthless
And I don't want to say that you belong to the streets
But I think it's justified with what you did to me, cos
You knew what it did to me mentally
Still you played your games like I didn't hold you next to me
Once upon a time but I can't fight with destiny
I guess, that's just how it's meant to be

And although the path to life is long
Was fine long as you're next to me
I do not like how it resolved
But that's just how it's meant to be
I wish that we met on different planes
Cos I think it might have all worked out okay
But I'm okay, it's how it's meant to be
I'm okay, because it's destiny
I'm okay, it's how it's meant to be
I'm okay, because you're not next to me

Now, looking back on all them sleepless nights
Thinking of reasons why I should continue to fight
It angers me, cos I can't believe you had me like that
Now I'm here reconsidering our entire past, cos
Was it really sentimental like you claim?
Or just another way to try to numb your own pain, cos
I think we both really showed our true colours
And all the violence we faced takes two of us
And honestly we're both as bad as each other
But I would never dreamed of trying to be with another
And I would definitely not have pinned it on you and
Made you feel guilty or feel worthless too and
Lied to your face, told you that it's your fault
And deny all the claims when you're dropping your ball
And I find out, tried confronting you about it
You didn't want to talk so you just danced around it
It's bullshit
I'm glad you want nothing to do with
Me anymore, clown makeup removed it
I'm done with this chapter, it's shut, superglue in it
Don't blame me when you're the one that ruined it

And although the path to life is long
Was fine long as you're next to me
I do not like how it resolved
But that's just how it's meant to be
I wish that we met on different planes
Cos I think it might have all worked out okay
But I'm okay, it's how it's meant to be
I'm okay, because it's destiny
I'm okay, it's how it's meant to be
I'm okay, because you're not next to me