Idle Pirouette

I glide through the echoes
Confined to this room
Bearing the words
That belong to you

How are you today?
I'm empty

I forgot what I was supposed to feel

What I was supposed to write or feel

Could this ever be something that you'd like to hear?
Could this ever mean something that would make you care?
Words that would make it look sincere
Could this ever feel like whatever's in my mind?

Rise just enough to feel falling
And wasting time, just to meet the next day
Share a finite time with you

Under the shade of a hollow sun
Clustering itself down to the end-all

My dreams, they will never let me sleep
Sinking down, it will never let me drown
Bow to the crimson queen that owns my heart
And, though stranded and made of sand
It will never let me stand
Tearing

Sore and vast to know this love that I hold
Cold and alone nightfall
Let me fall into your arms that harmed
Shelter me from the torment that it is to live inside my head

I long just to see her face and I know that
Oh, waterfall, you wouldn't be descending if she told you

Like a shattered ray of sun
Crashed into the air
Dreaming of what it could have been

Hardly thinking now
Though, restrained, my brain sees itself outside
Though my thoughts bounded, found you
Though my hands severed, write you
I hope someday you'll understand
The why of what I try to say
Though my head feels like breaking

Think of a better day
I remain hopeless, stressed
Still, I wish you could find maybe my shoulder
To rest your head

But I know you will escape someday
While I only know myself chained
Spoiling everything that surrounds me
I know

Drawn and now prone
Indisposed
I regret nothing

Can't even feel those frail
Bones that, attached, they fell
Into an empty shell
Breaking behind the veil

I hit another wall
But it doesn't feel enough
Will ever?
I don't know what to write
I don't think you will care anyway
Divagate again
And so meaningless
I don't care