whoamI?

Yeah
Yeah

Got something I gotta get off my chest

They say, be yourself,
I don't even know who that man is,
Back in the day, used to hate the way that I am... ain't much changed since then,
I said, off of the dome, my confidence low, I struggle maintaining my friends,
Never go out, just let it all out, with a mic, MacBook, and a paper and pen,

Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Zoned out, hopes down, no answer to my questions, I know,
I know,
Regardless thankful for my blessings,
I just don't know who I am, but figure I'll just keep on guessing,
I said
Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Every moment in the past where I fucked up all come together,
Like a storm... but I can't take no more, I'm changing up the weather,
Ain't goin waste it on the stressing, staying grateful every second, that I'm...
Stepping, I get it and let it all go,
Regrets in my head, on my dome,
The past gave me lessons, that help in the present, but never will ever correct the before,
There ain't no fixing the past, you only make up, or give it the best that you know,
Some nights I just lay in my bed, reminiscing on things that I wish I could fix but can't let the shit go,

Cannot let it go, rewind on the loop,
Too may lies, to be finding the truth,
So I tell mine, when I'm on the mic in a booth,
So I tell five, times 20, I, wanna I do,
Is a hundred nothing less,
I been hunting for the best,
Do it cuz I love it, and I love it to express,
If it's bugging music finna help me get it off my chest,
Been, tryna find myself, still stuck up in the quest,

Told myself in high school, you goin stop being so awkward now
Felt this feeling in my gut, through hallways I was walking down

Scared to be a loner do not go unless your partner's down
You're a looser better get that social status popping now
Lost and found, oh it's me I don't know where I'm onto now,
Ironic how,
Used to stress opinions of people I never talk to now,
Man life crazy, with the way it all worked out,
Claimed I changed-nah just being honest now, ah shit

Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Zoned out, hopes down, no answer to my questions, I know,
I know,
Regardless thankful for my blessings,
I just don't know who I am, but figure I'll just keep on guessing,
I said
Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Every moment in the past where I fucked up all come together,
Like a storm... but I can't take no more, I'm changing up the weather,
Ain't goin waste it on the stressing, staying grateful every second, that I'm...
Stepping, that's for sure,
But every second it gets worse,
I been stressing,
On 11 takes, still messing up the verse,
Too bad it ain't natural I have to gain elegance through work,
But I ain't tripping cause this passion lifting every single word,
I said,
Every single heart break, when my heart ache, or I needa vent,
Or a hard day, no arcade, just the interface that I'm speaking in,
Had to start things, it's a far aim, where the charts lay, but I'm reaching in,
Like a car lane, doubt far away, but if I start a break, it all speeding in,
Like woah,
I hear the serve... doubt hitting into me,
Losses incurred, but that shit is history
Live and you learn, but some of it stick with me,
Toss and I turn, like I cannot get to sleep.
Passionate burn, but my flow at 5th degree,
Rapping each verse, like that is my inner peace.
That is my word, until I go 6 feet deep,
That is my word till the day that I die, every faze of my life, and I'll be taking it right, to the motherfucking end,
Ignoring the haters despite, what they saying behind, finished wasting the time on my hands,
As I am facing this mic, grab the paper too light, I can't make out a sight what it says,
Honestly ain't finna lie, I'm afraid when die, that I still ain't goin' like who I am

Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Zoned out, hopes down, no answer to my questions, I know,
I know,
Regardless thankful for my blessings,
I just don't know who I am, but figure I'll just keep on guessing,
I said
Up down, down low, stare at my reflection,
Every moment in the past where I fucked up all come together,
Like a storm... but I can't take no more, I'm changing up the weather,
Ain't goin waste it on the stressing, staying grateful every second, that I'm...