Fall (feat. Solo E)

It just occurred to me people ain't heard of me
But they heard about "Surgery" and I believe
In my state of emergency that without my music
That I would've murdered me

I still need to "murder me"
Transparency
Die to me, die to self, die to flesh
Die to lust, die to mess
What happened?... she died to death
What happened? she died, I guess
But at times resurrects

Break out the oxygen just turn on the gas
Christ can you scrub in? Are you up for the task
Because I need another one, go under Your knife or gun
Whatever it takes, whatever it takes

Don't leave some of me, some of me
Cut until there's none of me, none of me, none of me

If I fall would You hear me when I call
If I trip and lose it all
Would You still love me
Would You still love me

If I fall would You hear me when I call
If I trip and lose it all
Would You still love me
Would You still love me

Would You still love me if I went back and slipped up
Truth is, I'm more tempted than I say I am
App deleted, paper version ripped up
Faith is tried and I'm looking for a leg to stand

Really fam, I'm still walking out my lyrics
From "Surgery" and my first CD "Handwritten"
This walk's a process yes that's a given
But sometimes I have to sit down and listen

And really face me
Because lately I'm the poster child
For what "grace" means so it seems
That I put it down then picked it up
Thought I was delivered thought I gave it all up
Enough is enough Lord fill my cup
Tired of the struggle what if I stumble

If I fall would You hear me when I call
If I trip and lose it all
Would You still love me
Would You still love me

If I fall would You hear me when I call
If I trip and lose it all
Would You still love me
Would You still love me

I'm reminded that Mercy isn't lacked
Grace is on stack
And You don't see me as people see
And that's a fact

Please look at my heart
Give me a new start
Come sincerely to You
Please make intercession