Lifetime

Sipping coffee in the morning
Mind roaming from the last couple nights
Binge drinking and a lot of sex
Mom said I shouldn't settle for the less
I know that my life a f****** mess
Maybe I should see a therapist
Or maybe I should just slit my wrist
I take a lot of drugs and reminisce
About a time I was happy
Wonder why it always disappears
I fell in love and got hurt again
I'm still wishing that he was here
I sense that my end is very near
Self inflicted I'm a brave heart
Gently tap the button then I restart
Tell my sister sorry that I gave up

In another lifetime
I will get the love I deserve
Maybe I will fall in love with a her
Hoping they won't drag my name through the dirt
In another Lifetime
I will always put myself first
Maybe I can learn to embrace hurt
Hoping that a better man will emerge
In another lifetime
All this pain I feel will come to end
Alcoholic drinks I will not befriend
Healthy lifestyle it will then begin
In another lifetime
Suicide will never be a thought
There won't be a need to up and restart
Happiness forever it won't be lost
In another lifetime

I won't live in the past
I won't let my demons bully and harass
I will make important memories last
Like cigarettes and coffee in the morning
And making jokes really corny
Then I'll f*** you until you reach a climax and take a shower
Oh what a moment
I will learn to love again
Learn to make amends
Learn the difference between a lover and a friend
Be a little selfish
Sip a lot of coffee
Introverted but i'll do a lot of talking
Be a little cocky
Be a better friend
Heal my own scars and get back up again
Secrets keep them to myself won't share all
Save myself when my back against the wall

In another lifetime
I will get the love I deserve
Maybe I will fall in love with a her
Hoping they won't drag my name through the dirt
In another Lifetime
I will always put myself first
Maybe I can learn to embrace hurt
Hoping that a better man will emerge
In another lifetime
All this pain I feel it will come to end
Alcoholic drinks I will not befriend
Healthy lifestyle it will then begin
In another lifetime
Suicide will never be a thought
There won't be a need to up and restart
Happiness forever it won't be lost
In another lifetime



Credits
Writer(s): Jachin Henderson
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