Definition of Toxic

I never wanted to begin lovin' myself without you
But I know the ultimate sin is lettin' loose control
I always thought we'd have the best future ahead of us
But the past is somethin' sour more than I could ever hold, Dear
(And that is you)

I never thought I'd love another person
But I guess I never loved you
The way I should've in the first place
Now I'm pickin' up all the pieces, thinkin' that I know somethin'
But I just need a better recess of mind
Sanity is just a figure of imagination

Mmm mmm mmm, mmm
Mmm mmm mmm

So please tell me
All of the things that you did
And I'll tell you all the things that I wanted from you
Well let's see how differences come to
Though I'm nothin' more than I'd ever love myself
And I guess that's what they call the Definition of Toxic
But I'm better now, but I'm better now

So please tell me
All of your contingencies
And I'll tear them appart and ask you
Let's see how differences come to
Though I'm nothin' more than I'd ever love myself
And I guess that's what they call the Definition of Toxic
But I'm better now, but I'm better now

I'm toxic to the core
(I'm toxic to the core)

Time's been good to me
But I'm wondering how you're dancin' with two left feet
I'm the Grim Reaper