thunderette

Thought I was in love with you, now I'm fucking done with you
Thought my heart was painted gold, you grabbed a brush, and made it blue
Thought that we were something, I just figured we could start anew
Thought our shit was solid, but it ended up just falling through
And what's the point in that
I gave you everything, it ended up falling flat
Give you the world, but you said that you are not ready yet
I was the person, and the best that you were gonna get

I didn't wanna die, I didn't wanna live
I was feeling lost and you didn't even help with it
You were like a drug, I have to admit
How'd it feel so good and yet you made me feel like shit
World had frozen over and all I could feel was gloom
Nowhere else to go, I couldn't even leave the room
I was falling down, I needed help, and it was you
Talking on the phone, what I was looking forward to
I remember I was driving 'round, inside the fucking 'stang
It's ironic, it was raining, and my tears, they did the same
I was fighting off my demons, I was fighting off my pain
Wasn't picking up my calls when I felt like I'd gone insane
But the time that I had with you, it was great
Hard to love a girl when she was never straight
I've been thinking this experience was fate
Can you love a girl if all you feel is hate

Thought I was in love with you, now I'm fucking done with you
Thought my heart was painted gold, you grabbed a brush, and made it blue
Thought that we were something, I just figured we could start anew
Thought our shit was solid, but it ended up just falling through
And what's the point in that
I gave you everything, it ended up falling flat
Give you the world, but you said that you are not ready yet
I was the person, and the best that you were gonna get

I was screaming out for help, my lungs were filling up with water
I was falling in a hole, and I could feel me falling farther
Did you care about me, this is something that I ponder
I was struggling to live, and you didn't even seem to bother
Heart was like an instrument, I know you like to play
Never showing love, you never gave me time of day
Falling into shambles, and my heart in disarray
Made out with your friend so I could feel some type of way

Time it's flying by, look up at the light
I became a star, put that on the eye
Now I wanna live, cuz I'm shinning bright
Look at what you did, I was always right
You can talk to Emily, I've been making companies
Stacking up my bread and now there's lots of it in front of me
Did it all with Philly V, people tryna talk to me
Look at what you made after you said that you're done with me

(You bitch, oh my god)