Suicide Letter (feat. Noaah)

Dear motherfuckers that fail me
I don't got a single fuckin' person
In my life ain't bailing
I've been on my own for fuckin' months
Just dwellin
I've been prepped for death,
How the fuck you ain't tellin'
Constantly debatin',
Should I take you with me, bitch
Get you in the Benz, just to swerve into the ditch
Grab the fuckin' axe, slap that shit like a whip
I've been dealin' with the pain so long
I'ma quit like
I've been fuckin' losin' my sense of direction
Lookin' in the mirror
I don't see a reflection
Lookin' at myself
I only see a weapon
Was I only sent to rot
can I get a message
I don't wanna know the other side
Wanna fade out
Let that shit be a surprise
Got obsession with the way
They gonna let me dry
I don't give a fuck
I'm just gonna fuckin' die

Don't give a fuck boy
I never did evident
I'm leavin' letters and trippin' on mescaline
I'll take my life if I want, no steppin' in
I leave a Bitch lookin' dope when that weapon hit
I'm talkin' bones, fuckin' shatter, no deficit
I'm takin' off with the package and testin' it
Burnin' my lungs, roll off the drugs
Roll up the body, he wrapped in the rug
Fuck, I can't keep up, yeah
All he needed was some love
Like, why he depressed
Why he gon' cry about his issues
Blow up my mind just to find him as vicious
DMT is right ahead to me
And they gon' let him see his fuckin' brains
This is highest I will ever be
A different entity, I'm fuckin' dead