Lately (How It Goes)

Lately I don't feel like me, somebody else inside
Snapping at the ones that try to help - got a selfish mind
Everyday is hell and I, just can't get my perception right
Blinded by the pain that just replays while demons testify
Tryna knock me off my path - so much temptation
Anxious, can't explain it - I just need a lil saving
Bills pile up, make a penny and they take it
Stuck inside this purgatory, no choice getting faded

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Lately I don't feel like me, as if I ever did
Putting on a mask, way before the pandemic hit
He just wanted to feel loved, but he never is
Acting like I'm winning, seeing ties that I'm severing
Truth is, I miss those people. Yeah they did me wrong
But so does fucking life, and yet it sticks around to give me probs
Used to read The Lightning Thief and think I was a demigod
Until I faced the mirror, evident that I was clearly not
Fuck

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Lose my fucking mind, lose my fucking heart
Lose my fucking soul, lose my fucking rights
Lose my fucking whole, motherfucking life
Lose, I just lose
Po' me up two
Po' me up three
Po' me up four
I don't even know
Where I'm supposed to go, uh



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Roady
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