Almost Christmas

I can't believe I'm stuck here again
Between the Holy Night and the end
I can't believe it's cold
Almost Christmas again

It doesn't feel a whole year has past
Between falling and doing my best
I can't believe it's so dark
Almost Christmas again

Colour leaving the flowers
Longer nights gaining power
I feel happy when I'm on my own
I keep telling myself I'll get better
It must be the weather
When I start to feel the cold

I'm not alone
But clocks are turning slowly
Maybe I'm just lonely
And all this pain
Is cutting even deeper
I just want to sleep, but I can't
Cause it's Christmas again

They ask me "On a scale of one to ten,
How low you get? Are there any friends?"
I tell them this can wait
It's almost Christmas again

I hope this time it won't be the same
I'm sick of always drowning in shame
I hope this time is different
When it's Christmas again

I'm not alone
Clocks are turning slowly
Maybe I'm just lonely
And all this pain
Is cutting even deeper
I just want to sleep, but I can't
Cause it's Christmas again
Mmm it's Christmas again

Oh I'm not alone
Clocks are turning slowly
Maybe I'm just lonely
And all this pain
I just want to sleep, but I can't
Cause it's Christmas again
Almost Christmas again



Credits
Writer(s): Verona Merloni
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