Found Myself

Gang, hmm
Ain't like I'm scared of nothin' (come on, AJ)
Ey I overthink about shit that I did and I've bended it already
Lately been stuck on my past self, so I can't move on till I'm ready
I use the pills for bandages, you can just call it my little medis
My house bent on thin ice, family taz movin' too steady

I'ma go to the top 'cause I'm too ready
If you pull out that Glock, you gon' shoot it
If he bump into you at the party
You got a drink and you finna lose it
And his bitches around
What you think he finna do?
Is he finna shoot him?
Or is he gon' freeze up?
Let him just take his manhood, feel like he looted

As a shorty, I wasn't discriminated
I never ever felt excluded
I was searching for solitude
Hopefully, I found a zone in the music
Remember, I couldn't make songs without drugs
Remember, I used to abuse it
Right now, I'm sober, it's off the top
Nigga, I'm finna go use it

Way I process shit, moving so fast
You think I'm a living computer
Niggas coming to me, they ask for handouts
No, I'm not no disputer
If you do what I say, I'm a king
It'll last a long time, I feel like a ruler
And Brody so smart, he got a lil' aim, he tryna go tap a medulla

So don't even look at this Medusa
Bitch, we'll turn you to stone ah
My niggas, ah, dogs ah, they tryna hope for a bone, ah
No, I can't make no friends, brought to the world, I was all alone, ah
I got shiesty slaps, blew up my song, it was all alone

I wonder what's right from wrong
When you livin' right, and you think that it's wrong
I know niggas that's mad, said so fucked up
That they live in them songs
Hell yeah, that was me that tote that stick
Yeah, I got a heart for my chrome
When I come to your house, better copy my slang
Lil' bitch, I'ma pull out this schlong

I been in Spain, but the S is silent
Ever been walkin' through the rain
Everybody see it, but they be in silence
I been gettin' so hot like a pilot
See a new strand and I gotta go try it
Bitch, I'm a wolf, katana on my back
Pull out this yeah and this dire

Evil shit, I'll retire
Seeing me helping my brothers, they got me inspired
No, I don't fuck with no liars
I'm so tired of all of these liars
Bitch, I'm a pioneer
All of the negative energy had to rebuke
I had to drop the song
Nigga, I'm dropping this fire, this bitch like a nuke

Hop at the con, I'm going like thirty for thirty, I'm doing it 100%
Remember I was coming to school smelling like weed
I know she ignored the scent
Nigga, you the type that bored the bench
Nigga, I'm the type that build the starters, hmm
If I pop out with my fat, you know my niggas be sparking

I started smoking trees, didn't believe
I never believed that I would go out and start smoking on trees
This shit got me free, it set my soul over free
Then I found myself, I said I found myself in me