Gravelstone Paths (feat. Theworldisugly)

Yeah,
I wrote this in case I give in to my blade
Or I decide to drink and pour my my life away
As a way to fight the demons in my brain
Because
I don't know if I can keep going
And remain showing
That this life ain't slowing
Now we're all lowering
Into a deep depths of the woods
At least those who can relate to it
You know, the ones who stayed a bit
To hear what I've got to say on this
And say what I make into a list
Who here struggles with voices in their head?
And do they make you wish that you was dead?
But at the same time only to an extent?
It's like you want to take that final step
But you're too scared to lay down to rest
Because you know you hate the way that you live
And you want to leave it all in the past
Forget it all and move to a better place
As in the white suits and a peaceful way
Yet you can't stand to take that fait face to face
So here's an idea
Follow Alice into the winter wonderland
Cover your wrist and keep it safe in your hand
You might want to leave now but this is how to take a stand
You see
You need the time to think it over
So take this trip to help you discover
The better ways to latch onto a lover
A friend, pet, or even your mother
Whatever you can use to keep you fighting
Through every rough patch that has you lying
Telling others that you're fine when
You know it isn't true and secret sign in
A word form to represent your inner crying
Trying to reach out for help...

Now
You gotta get up and start fighting this feeling
Of failing this life you're enduring
Then battle the strife you've been yearning
Instead of accepting the lies you've been learning
Inside of your mind that is constantly searching
For several reasons to keep you hard working
Than stop to latch onto what has been hurting
Then soon the time comes to start up the stirring

Pick up that shovel and bury these bones
Build all your paths out of gravel and stones
Ain't taking you down with the sticks that they throw
Yeah
I know that you're like me
Head full of thoughts that's your fighting
Making you feel like you might end
Your life then
Haunt all the ones that have deceived
You for the reasons you didn't receive
Blaming yourself for the evil things
Others have done so you're re-conceived
Stuck on this planet, there's no going back
So you go home, put your coat on your rack
Sit on the floor, and play out this track

You want me to change when you know I can't
You wanted control but it's too bad
There's no way that I'm going back
Either way, you don't want that

Fuck it I'm broken inside
Sometimes I wish that I could've died
Cause I no longer feel alive
I can't ignore how I feel at night

Guess I'm fed up with it all
Back in the same place as before
Sometimes I wish to do something more
But now I'm cold just like before