Are You Happy?

It's obvious that I'm still a kid
I still need therapy
I feel like an older woman
Whose sense of life
Was taken out of context
These days I feel like
I don't know what I'm doing
Anymore

I am afraid of the fact
That I can't control my life
Every choice that I make
Makes me fall back
And my confidence
Is falling down

And I thought I was cool
I was filled with happiness
But then my biggest fears
Came around
Suffocating me with a
Big smile
Are you happy?
Are you happy or not?
I was taken back
I could not answer
Oh I don't even know
If I like being alive

I am afraid of the fact
That I don't control
My mind
I've tried to break it
Out of pain
But it still loves me
Nonetheless

I still remember the day
That I wanted to
Not be alive anymore

It's not important
It's not important
Anymore
Cause life keeps going
And you move on



Credits
Writer(s): Carmen Garcia
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