H8 Myself

Momma told me I was pretty
And God thought I needed humbling
That's why he gave me
This body
Self love took a back seat

I don't have the shape of my sisters
And God I always miss her
That little blonde girl
That didn't feel hurt
By those words

I hate hating myself
I think you can probably tell
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else

I hate hating myself (I wish Iwas somebody else)
I think you can probably tell (I wish I was somebody else)
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else

Momma I don't blame you
I understand at least I try to
Was I a mirror that you looked through
Rose colored hue
You didn't know it would turn to blue

I hate hating myself
I think you can probably tell
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else

I hate hating myself (I wish I was somebody else)
I think you can probably tell (I wish I was somebody else)
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else

I know that I've got it all wrong
My head's a messy place
And Im struggling to give myself grace
Little blonde girl
She's not gone
If Im saying that I hate me
Then she's the one I'm hating

I hate hating myself
I think you can probably tell
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else

I hate hating myself (I wish I was somebody else)
I think you can probably tell (I wish I was somebody else)
That I'm sad inside
Never satisfied
I wish I was somebody else