The Game Is Rigged

I think I don't deserve this but KS is where pain and passion merges
All the pain beneath the surface
Tight rope like the circus
Never been a teachers pet so how could I
Miss
Miss
Miss
They say if I don't blow then the game is rigged
I simply reply it is what it is

God I need direction
Cos there's evil in my path I'm sensing
I feel shivers in every room I step in
They hear my name and get threatened

Chosen
I tell my son crayons still colour when they're broken
And you gotta talk to people correctly even if you feel like you're going through the Motions

Excuse or a reason
What I'm thinking of not attending these family meetings
It's a blessing that my hearts still beating
It's a blessing I got loved ones looking out for me and I still don't see it
Human nature, complacency
It's a regular feeling
But you clock it when you're grieving

And we've all got our own ways
But I'm not gonna sit here tryna compare pain
I got a smile on my face
Even after my court date
But deep down I was in disarray
I'm son of David so you know I slay any Goliath in my way
Do you hear what I'm saying?

I feel you Kay

No you never will
Kept saying we move then I clocked it was peak when I was still
I was hurt forreal
I had to heal and rebuild

Now I feel like Logan
This my diary and I leave it open
My heart and my flows got stolen
I tell my son somethings but it's better when I show him

So when I'm going through the motions I check my tone
My house is your home
And when your building with bricks with lego take time look at Rome
Most importantly I'm by your side Amari you're never alone
Most yutes don't know compassion and love cos it was never shown

I used to think I don't deserve this
KS is where pain and passion merges
All this pain beneath the surface
Tight rope like the circus
Never been a teacher's pet so how could I
Miss
Miss
Miss
They say if I don't blow then the game is rigged
I simply reply it is what it is

Always say yes they forget the moment you say no
That's just how it goes
I know I know
All these fears and God keeps me close
Lost for direction on this lonely road
Everything that glitters ain't gold
All the lies I was told
When they left out in the cold

Still I kept it going
Cos I'm close to the hammers like Bowen
And these strikers leave you in a pool like Owen
Snakes in the grass so I watch where I'm going
Any ideas could be good or bad it depends who your showing

Cos some people will dim your light only if there's isn't glowing
KS

I used to think I don't deserve this KS is where pain and passion merges
All the pain beneath the surface
Tight rope like the circus
Never been a teacher's pet so how could I
Miss
Miss
Miss
They say if I don't blow then the game is rigged
I simply reply it is what it is