I Ain't Perfect

Uh, look
They ain't see my vision
Laid out the blueprint they don't get it like what am I missing
From a city where they wilding, them lil niggas vicious
Everybody wanna be a dog, but won't be a victim
Try to keep my niggas heads straight but some don't listen
But whatever they with I'm with it
I got some niggas if I say it they gone hop out get em
But that ain't how I'm living
Been trying to stack this cash
Mind my biz but don't fuck with me or it's hot shit on your ass
Let's leave that in the past
On to big and better now
These groupie hoes been trying to fuck they say they like my sound
Still in this shit with the niggas I started with they still around
And I had lost myself for a while but now I'm back and I been found

I ain't with that messy shit you mention me I ain't got a clue
And don't bring me up in shit I'm not the one and I'm not the two
I can't lie I'm starting to hate when I get moody out the blue
Been falling out with ones I love and I can't fix it I'm out of glue
Speak on something it be the randoms niggas trying to fit the shoe
Niggas try they best to stay relevant
I'd be fronting if I sat and acted like I'm heaven sent
I ain't perfect, but you can't tell me that I ain't worth it

I been making this chicken like churches
Just now learned to carry a burden
Watched some niggas come in reckless now they leave carried in some hearses
Nigga buy some land, invest, you keep on buying thotties purses
They be faking that they real before they leave the crib rehearse it
You know this shit been wicked
Broke niggas killing the innocent
Police still hate us, we killing our own they trying to finish it
Get on my knees and pray but I been tweaking still be sinning
They leaving, won't stick with me but ima show them what they missing

They'll try to come back when we winning
Kp just wanna ball
My sister birthday passed and I was broke, hate saying nah
It's some who don't want me with it, I ain't even up they want me to fall
Accept me for what I am instead of pointing out my flaws
Told her that my heart was cold she said she'll wait til it unthaw
Had to kick this lil bop out she said she want me to fuck her raw
I'm full of surprises, sometimes I'll leave myself in awe
If you on then you gotta put yo man's on and that's law

Middle fingers up, fuck whoever said I can't
Want me to show you I can love I can't the feeling faint
I got a lil freak down in Nola, she far from a Saint
Asked if I care but I was lying when I said I ain't
It's 3 am up in the Raq I'm venting to the mic
Learned to express myself so now I ain't even gotta write
Been calculating every move I'm trying to do it right
Been contemplating on bad decision, will I?
Shid I might