Everything I Never Said

I've been wantin' you from the start, from the start
Oh-oh-oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh-oh-oh
Yeah, look

I hope this song reaches you in time
I know I'm crazy, I crossed a line (yeah)
Lately, I been seein' these signs
And they all point to you, my thoughts pressin' rewind
I been reminiscing 'bout you on the side of me

I know I'm destructive, I don't try to be
Baby, it's how I was raised, who I'm designed to be
I want you know I'm writin' this as an apology
For every time I ever made you feel like you were less
Every time I ever made you think you were a mess
Every time I ever made you feel like any other girl was better

I just wanna let you know that you're best thing
That could've happen to me
Used to be happy with me
And to this day, I thank God that you ran into me
These days I let my feelings get the best of me
And I still think of you every second you're next to me, I've been

I've been wantin' you from the start, from the start
Oh-oh-oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh-oh-oh
Yeah, look

If I had another chance, I would love you right
Now I know that if you care then you sacrifice
I was selfish with my ways, I was caught up in a faze
I was tryna numb this pain, I just couldn't fight

Thoughts spillin', heart killin', pain drillin'
Tried to stop but without you, I'm not healin'
Wish I had you in my arms to make it up to you
But I guess I was never really enough for you
You know I had this dream that I was chasin'

Came this far from writin' songs in the basement
Moved to L.A. where the people were the fakest
And I ended up tradin' my happiness to be famous, damn
Now I'm here wishin' for you back home
You my spine, you the one, you my backbone
The only time I ever feel like myself
Type love That's irreplaceable, you can't clone

I'd rather have you than a million friends
Rather have the key to your heart than to a Benz
I'd rather have the truth, I don't do pretend
If it's me and you, it's me and you until the end
Look, I'd rather have you than a million friends

Rather have the key to your heart than to a Benz
I'd rather have the truth, I don't do pretend
If it's me and you, it's me and you until the end

I've been wantin' you from the start, from the start
Oh-oh-oh
Baby, I want you in my arms, in my arms
Oh-oh-oh