Out of love

How am i gon' take me to a place if you say so
And I ain't never change for a bitch that say no
For somebody heart beating for someone else
You got me going back forth down in hell
I done wasted my time cause baby you done left
So I'm gon' tell you just how I feel
So I got excited
Wish it was true love I'm finding
Wish that we had perfect timing
Hard to believe what you said to my face
Then I call on your phone you're declining
Wish it was him who was crying
Wish I was never trying
I had to buy all your love just for you to give up
I didn't give up
I guess my it's my turn I'm really out of luck

First time you said take it slow
Now you fucking on him because you wanted more
I ain't never had the thought on my mind
When you're down on my ride you would never take my heart in gold
You were telling me you're better off alone
Now you got 'em throwing money while you're dancing on the pole
We could've been forever, trying to make all this cheddar
Now you got me holding letters that I really got to fold
You ain't never done anything for me because you left me so stranded
Got me feel so empty handed
Family, I introduced you to family thinking you're staying
I'm out of my way to give you all my love with them flowers and candies
I had a glock in my fanny
Ready, waiting to shoot at whoever im ready
You saying a problem with me I was petty and giving you attitude
I wasn't mad at you, but you gon' pick and choose who fuck with you
The way I was thinking 'bout you it was eating my heart like a cannibal
I can't even stare at you, I wish that I feel what I'm dreaming about you

I got excited
Wish it was true love I'm finding
Wish that we had perfect timing
Hard to believe what you said to my face
Then I call on your phone you're declining
Wish it was him who was crying
Wish I was never trying
I had to buy all your love just for you to give up
I didn't give up
I guess my it's my turn I'm really out of luck

Really outta love
Cuz I spent it on us
Now where is the trust
You said that you wouldn't give up
But then you gave up
And left me to burn into dust
I'm sitting like girl what the fuck
What the fuck is even wrong with you
I ain't ask for much, kisses or them hugs
I just wanted some belonging to
Cuz girl I belong to you
Our love could shine like the autumn moon
Our energy could be so calm, in tune
I just dont want to lose all of you
You told me you want to stop crying
Wanna stop fighting
Wanna put truth where the lie is
Stop all the sneaking and hiding
All of the things that have kept u n me so divided

I got excited
Wish it was true love I'm finding
Wish that we had perfect timing
Hard to believe what you said to my face
Then I call on your phone you're declining
Wish it was him who was crying
Wish I was never trying
I had to buy all your love just for you to give up
I didn't give up
I guess my it's my turn I'm really out of luck