Homesick

Contrast finds always ways into the rhythm of uncurbed life
Wherever bliss grows a bitter taste is following around
Home is where the harvest grows
Nevertheless it's uncertain If you'll keep your place
Some people will never respect you
If they simply don't like the look of your face

Shifting all I've known
Distance wipes out home
Repulse tears apart
Sickness in my heart

I hide inside the shallow
Write down all the events that caused a broken heart
And watch the people going through the day
On their daily seeming perfect life
The lack of acceptance about mistakes caused by once hand
Is heavy weight on shoulders of a crooked man

Since day one of my life I knew how I would never want to be
Still as we all do know, the clay we're made of
Isn't formed by us but strange entities
I don't need the warmth of a mother
Or the love from someone else
Who am I to talk, of course I'd take it
And save it a while till it gets ripped away

Shifting all I've known
Distance wipes out home
Repulse tears apart
Sickness in my heart

I hide inside the shallow
Write down all the events that caused a broken heart
And watch the people going through the day
On their daily seeming perfect life
The lack of acceptance about mistakes caused by once hand
Is heavy weight on shoulders of a crooked man

Even though I don't fear heights
I've been delaying to move for long
Right at the abyss I close my eyes
Only imagine to be back home
But even though in thoughts I'm save
And leave the harm out of my mind
The walls of my home seem to be
Getting closer with every time

I hide inside the shallow
Write down all the events that caused a broken heart
And watch the people going through the day
On their daily seeming perfect life
The lack of acceptance about mistakes caused by once hand
Is heavy weight on shoulders of a crooked man