Beyond My Scars

Look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was
All the pain i had to endure
Dealing with internal pain
This shit is leaving me with bloody stains
Im tryna find somebody i can blame

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was
All the pain i had to endure
Dealing with internal pain
This shit is leaving me with bloody stains
Im tryna find somebody i could blame
If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was
All the pain i had to endure
Dealing with internal pain
This shit is leaving me with bloody stains
Im tryna find somebody i could blame

Tryna deal with all this pain but this shit is overwhelming me
Im tryna be a better me
But this shit wont let me be
Ive been sinking deep even though I'm puffing all this weed
Drinking all this Hennessy I'm drunk and now I'm trapped in my own boundary
Its world war three but really who is my enemy
All these wounds are self inflicted
Im the one that let myself down and now I'm stuck with wishes
Im the one that gave these niggas chances now they so ambitious
I done made mistakes now my sins are catching up to me
All my haters happy they just cant get enough
Everyday i pray to God i just wanna feel the blessings in the rain
But I'm empty i just had a blunt lit up in the rain
Like damn I'm caught up in my battered mind
Im feeling lonely all these Xannies got me feeling like
Im getting better in reality I'm on decline
All i need is loyalty and thats the bottomline
I need someone to look at me and tell me its gon be alright
Someone to share my darkest moments guide me to the light
Maybe I'm just on my own
I prolly don't deserve this shit
Maybe ill be saved tomar
Im done with this
You don't see my scars in public cus i bleed internally
Everything i do they know i do it for the team
Cant shake this bitter feeling all this love is one sided
Now I'm thinking to myself that ain't nobody looking out for me

If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was
All the pain i had to endure
Dealing with internal pain
This shit is leaving me with bloody stains
Im tryna find somebody i could blame
If you look beyond my scars, you'd see the man i once was
All the pain i had to endure
Dealing with internal pain
This shit is leaving me with bloody stains
Im tryna find somebody i could blame



Credits
Writer(s): Joseph Barnes
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