Envie

Hard to understand, the pointless effort to please
All I get, a forced smile
"Try to be kind", it ruled my whole life
And once again, it returned as scoff and shame

I need to know how you do it
Everybody is on their knees

The less you care about anyone
The more you got, that's crazy

I covet, I covet your luck
Your natural gift
I crave for your success
Without deserving it
I just want to be admired
Wherever I go
But the lights are on you
Not a chance to shine

They may say it's about envy
They may think it's rotten inside of me
They may say, it's about envy
They may think, I just want to become him

I have longed in vain for what you have asked right before
Of course you got it in no time
The first place for you, at the finish line while I crawl
While my feet bleed trying to step over your light

I need to know how you do it
As all I feel is like

I covet, I covet your luck
Your natural gift
I crave for your success
Without deserving it

They may say it's about envy
They may think it's rotten inside of me
They may say, it's about envy
They may think, I just want to become him

I covet, I covet your luck
Your natural gift
I crave for your success
Without deserving it
I yearn, I yearn for your failure
And of course being there
I just wish to pity you
That's what you have earned

They may say it's about envy
But all I want it's seeing how you sink
They may say, it's about envy
But all I want it's to see your ruin



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