Drive

I don't want to think
I just want to cry
Finally confront
Every sinking feeling I
Swept under the rug
Made a home down in the grief
Postponed all the healing
I was too stubborn to need

Not knowing what I meant to you
No moment where it all came to
It's frustrating
& I hate it
Make your point you look so proud
I let you in you let me down
In five minutes
I don't deserve it

Oh
It hurts to let go
Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe
I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby
So go
Leave it alone
You never ever saw it from my side, did you
Why don't you just leave that shit in drive, will you

Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified
Why don't you just leave that shit in drive

Hiding from myself
In a happy made-up place
Won't scream how much I miss you
I won't stop your getaway

To choose you every chance I get
Can't like myself with nothing left
It's frustrating
And I hate it
It kills to see you happy, how
Did you move on and air it out
In five minutes
You don't deserve it

Oh
It hurts to let go
Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe
I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby
So go
Leave it alone
You never ever saw it from my side, did you
Why don't you just leave that shit in drive, will you

Front porch swings in paradise
I hate you but you saved my life
(Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified)
(I'm broken when I leave it all behind)
You make me so fucking mad
But still I'd never take it back
(You never ever saw it from my side)
(Why don't you just leave that shit in drive)

Oh
It hurts to let go
Don't know if I'm relieved or terrified, maybe
I'm broken when I leave it all behind, baby
So go
Leave it alone
You never ever saw it from my side, did you
Drive, will you



Credits
Writer(s): Natalie Carrol
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