Toxic Mindset

Honestly
I like to bottle up my emotions
And use them as artillery
For civil wars
Against my kinfolk
Everyone's my enemy
So naturally
I have defenses so damn dense it's
Impossible to penitrate
So when I feel lost
And I need guidance
I have no way to ventilate
I have no way
To ventilate

I'm second guessing and over thinking
I'm doubting self I'm so convincing
Confidence is effected greatly
When I dont feel like myself lately
Trapped inside this toxic mindset
Needing meaning I can't find yet
When all my yes's turn to maybe's
I dont feel like myself lately

I dont want to be a burden
I dont wanna be the weight that brings us down
I really thought I'd be stronger
Thought I would of found a trick to this by now
I use to be more happy
Now I struggle just to find where I went wrong
And I don't have the will I did here once before
And I don't see the point in trying anymore

I'm second guessing and over thinking
I'm doubting self I'm so convincing
Confidence is effected greatly
When I dont feel like myself lately
Trapped inside this toxic mindset
Needing meaning I can't find yet
When all my yes's turn to maybe's
I dont feel like myself lately

I'm second guessing and over thinking
I'm doubting self I'm so convincing
Confidence is effected greatly
When I dont feel like myself lately
Trapped inside this toxic mindset
Needing meaning I can't find yet
When all my yes's turn to maybe's
I dont feel like myself lately



Credits
Writer(s): Charlie Corkum
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