2012

I was once a little girl dancing in the rain
I was once a little kid smiling every day
And though I'm not a kid no more
I still remember that day
Life was good back then
That's what I'll say
But then I remember all those sleepless nights
Hearing how you two would always fight
And though I didn't understand
I knew that something wasn't right
I cried myself to sleep almost each night
And I meant it when I said I loved you
I meant it when I held your hand
And though I always will forgive you
I have to go
I have to go
And I'm turning seventeen, boy how the years do fly
I'm scared of getting older and I don't want to die
Which is funny now in retrospect
How I almost took my life
I may not be that happy but I'm alive
And I'm doing things I've never done before
Like dyeing my hair
That little girl would hate me now
She was so used to being scared
And I don't know what I'm doing but I don't care
And I meant it when I said I loved you
I meant it when I held your hand
And I never meant to make you cry
But I had to go
I had to go
And I'm sorry if I ever hurt you
That was never in my plan
I can try and fix this
But you'll need to lend a hand