Beloved

I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode

It won't go away
My wish for my one and only death
I'm out here deciphering between all of my truth and myth
Once upon a time floating down a river of lime
I'm dead and cold nowhere left to hide in my dark mind
Desired justice to be whole
But happiness ain't ever been a goal
Oohhh
Oohhh

I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode

Nothing left to me you tore my heart to shreds
Sola scriptura revealed more than you ever said
Heart attack coming
If I fail to put the demons to bed
The leaning tower of pills to be misled
The ghost of the past and her white knife
Can easily create an enigmatic self-determinist-styled life
Have the courage, pick up the sword, and lay it down the line
Fact or fiction you get the choice to define

I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode
I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode

Beloved
Beloved
Beloved
Beloved
Beloved
Beloved

My canoe hit another rock
Caliban the result of man's aftershock
Be afraid I dropped my oar
And Ariel luh-vvduh a storm
I yielded to the current events
To blame my great-great-grandparents
I felt a tug on my leg
A ghost pulling me under and she said
"It'll be okay..." she said "go under the surface" and
Send chills down their spine
Through your forgotten purpose
Thank you, God, for sacrificing me to endure this

I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode
I decide what I do with our pain tonight
Beloved, I can't say your name in hindsight
Morphine running through my veins to my soul
My mind told my heart to implode



Credits
Writer(s): Jamal Anthony Hansen, Otaon Studio Records
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