What's the Point?

What's the point of saying, "It's over for the night"
If I'll just hate myself the same when I wake up?
What's the point of saying 'no' to all the boys who wanna
Kiss my lips and use me like a drug?

I, I burned my lungs
I like the taste
I feel alone 'cause nothing matters anyways

Yeah I'm another dreamer gone to waste
But I don't care 'cause nothing matters anyways

Push me from the thirteenth floor
Nothing scares me anymore

You'll forget me when I die
So what's the point of building castles in the clouds?
That shit ain't cheap
And it just falls down in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
So what's the point, I'm just a useless shell of air
Who's only good for singing sad songs with my friends (I hate them)

I, I've learned to laugh when I should cry
'Cause it's embarrassing to feel what's in my mind

Yeah, I'm another dreamer gone to waste
But I don't care 'cause nothing matters anyways, anyways
(I don't care 'cause nothing matters anyways)

I hate every song the second I write it
I don't understand the reason I'm like this
The world's in my hands but I'd rather see it in flames

Push me from the thirteenth floor
Nothing scares me anymore
So what?