Insane

Want my one shot at the game
Many times, I've been told I'm insane
I be doing work only built for a crane
All these melodies stuck in my brain
Cannot slide
There's a lot I can change
And I try
But the whole fucking wait
Isn't my style
I have taunted my faith
Only God
Knows the reason why he keeps me on

Why he put my heart in this
Left to me I won't be singing on these beats
Every time I tried, I couldn't find the shift
Crazy that it seems that what I do within
Is gang up to kill my vibe
But I cannot get off my grind
It's the crazy truth of my life
How I feel inside

For all the sacrifice I've made
In a chase for the price and fame
I can see it from a distance
And i can hear it like a whisper

I do it in the night and day
Hope that it is not a mistake
It feels like an addiction
Like an addiction

Certainly, addiction at this point
My mind feels obligated
And my heart is so intent
The kind of shit that I enjoy
So sweet yet complicated
So different yet the same

Two sides
Clearly, I'm unable to get even
With myself
In due time
Maybe I'll have a fable
Where I get this label
Off myself
For all the sacrifice I've made
In a chase for the price and fame
I can see it from a distance
And i can hear it like a whisper

I do it in the night and day
Hope that it is not a mistake
It feels like an addiction
An addiction