DO I REALLY FEEL THAT WAY

Texts I'm rereading
With my head off the bed
Pop some pills on the floor
It still doesn't make sense
can't remember her face
Can't remember her face
With a smile

Outside your door
You're a half hour late
I call your phone but you make me wait
Tryna to walk through the words that I'll say
But it don't really matter
Cause you won't listen anyways

I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(But do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)
I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(Do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)

Blame it on me
When your bills not paid
But you eat for free
Blame it on me
When I'm tied down
So you can't breathe
Yeah blame it on me
Blame it on me
When you can't sleep at night
Cause I used to hold you right

Ok, from
Bitter to better to best
I'm sorry I didn't pass your tests
You're all I needed, but I guess
You stayed in my mind and you didn't pay rent
Vacationed in yours like a temporary guest
Drop you off outside never heard from again
Good for some words that you never really meant
Good for a weekend when you're tryna undress
But after it happened I was sad
New girls come around didn't call them again
But if there's someone lying in ya bed
Rather have you crying than loving them instead
If I had a mission it went missing on you
If I had a vision I stopped seeing it too
If it was a world where it all made sense
Then I wouldn't be drunk and lost with my phone all dead

I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(But do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)
I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(Do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)

I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(But do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)
I wanna say I'm better than ever
Than ever, than ever
(Do I really feel that way, do I really feel that way)