Reminisinn

I 'wan you to hold me
Know I said I'm fine, dis feelin inside, been killin me slowly
Don't know how much more my heart can take
(Mmm)
Tryna get these demons out of me
(Mmm)
Cause inside feel like I'm dyin

Shit juh started settin in, so you prolly 'won see me for a while
I been fightin demons
Got dese visions dats been stuck up in my head
And been tryna keep dese tears from runnin down, yeah
Demons gettin loud
Tellin me dat somethin bout me different
Ever since we had put broddie in da ground
But dats anothaa part up in my body dat I wish dat I could heal
Everyday I wish my brudda was around
Can't forget about 'em
Tell me dat you love me make me nervous
Cause da one's that say they love me always hurt me
Know that we all human
So I never expected it'd be perfect
I just wanted you to hold me when I'm hurtin
But I'm hurtin all the time
Told me that you love me, but you lying
All that shit we said bout you & I
Like why you 'een tell me that you love me
If you didn't really mean it
Said that people do that shit like all the time
Guess that you was right
Lately I been walkin in the rain
Tryna solve my problems wit dis drank
Thinkin if I do too many drugs
It's gon get me out my body
And then maybe all my problems go away, yeah
'Lot to niggas die
But hit a little different when the niggas dats been dyin
Been da niggas out da gang
I was going through it at the time
'Lot of shit I prolly shouldn't said
And I never got to patch it up wit Frank, yeah

Hold me, I wan you to hold me
Know I said I'm fine, dis feelin inside, been killin me slowly
Don't know how much more my heart can take
(Mmm)
Tryna get these demons out of me
(Mmm)
Cause inside feel like I'm dyin

Bodies fall, ain no tears droppin
Trauma turned me to a pill popper
Gotta watch da ones dat tell you dat they love you
Cause da ones dat say they love you, prolly steal from you
'Goin through it, but I always keep it gangstaa
So dats prolly one da reason you 'ain notice
And plus i nevaa talk about my problems, nevaa had no one to listen
So it's always been so hard for me to open, up
Makin love when she told me dat she love me
She 'ain mean just got caught up in the moment
Or shit she prolly meant it when she said it
From da way dat i was strokin
But she'll come back to her senses when it's ova
Deep in ha emotions
Wonder if you think about me
Like do you eva miss it?
Think about da times dat we were kissin
Or the first time I was in it
Got a lot dats in my head
So forgive me when I'm reminiscin
In da county & I didn't 'wan do da visit
'Wan see you
But I didn't 'wan you to see me in dis position
When my lawyer told me dat I'm goin to prison
Crazy wasn't 'een trippin
I could do it long as you was wit me
All dis shit just started building up
But momma said she 'don wan see me giving up
All dis shit been goin on around me
I been holdin it inside
I can't let 'em see me down
Gotta act like ion give a fuck, so

Hold me, I wan you to hold me
Know I said I'm fine, dis feelin inside, been killin me slowly
Don't know how much more my heart can take
(Mmm)
Tryna get these demons out of me
(Mmm)
Cause inside feel like I'm dyin



Credits
Writer(s): Noel Payne
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