Runnin' Away

I be trying to walk away from those that hurt me
Found peace with scars losing family that's a hurtpiece
Been through some shit I can't speak on some of it hurt me
Momma in pain I watch her suffer and she birthed me
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Heart be staying when my mind gone
Walk away from those that hurt me they say I'm wrong
Forgot all that I did, I ain't got that much to give

Fuck you if you owe me you can keep it
Think about it when you sleeping
Really crossed that boul he really had my back and we ain't speaking
To the ones I ever hurt y'all hurt me too but we ain't even
And don't worry I won't speak on nothing ain't telling no secrets
Every ounce of blood I bled and tears I shed just formed a puddle
To reflect the one I was to who I am during the struggle
In this fight it ain't no swinging, ain't no grabbing, ain't no tussle
This shit mental have ya heart push away ones that really love you
Some days I don't even care, I wake up and I'm just here
Where the fuck you supposed to go when ya vision ain't that clear
Run away from all the feelings inside
When you ain't moving is they still down to ride
Some days I don't even care
I wake up and I'm just here
Where the fuck you supposed to go when ya vision ain't that clear
Run away from all the feelings inside

I be trying to walk away from those that hurt me
Found peace with scars losing family that's a hurtpiece
Been through some shit I can't speak on some of it hurt me
Momma in pain I watch her suffer and she birthed me
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Heart be staying when my mind gone
Walk away from those that hurt me they say I'm wrong
Forgot all that I did, I ain't got that much to give

It's easy to get lost up in the world and social media ain't helping
I stopped trying to run from pain embraced that dark start being selfish
Sheed was booked I'm writing letters he ain't get'em but I mailed them
Visit Brodie grave be trying to talk the tears won't let me tell him
Everything I wanna tell him, like I love him and he know it
In this life more folks gon say they love you know that less gon show it
Ain't sitting trying to wait to get a chance but I got slow it
I can't carry no more burdens my time come I cannot blow it
What a time to be alive
Yea what a time to be alive
I thank God I'm still alive
Know that I thank God I'm still alive
You would've asked me at my lowest would I make it I prolly wouldn't have a answer
I'm losing folks to the gun older family running from cancer
I know what I got to do but life really get hard to manage, I know what I got to do

I be trying to walk away from those hurt me
Found peace with scars losing family that's a hurtpiece
Been through some shit I can't speak on some of it hurt me
Momma in pain I watch her suffer and she birthed me
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Told myself to take a break but I been running away
Heart be staying when my mind gone
Walk away from those that hurt me they say I'm wrong
Forgot all that I did, I ain't got that much to give
Forgot all that I did I aint got that much to give