Ode To You

Left me shattered like a broken glass
Wiping tears in the hallways
Had me missing class
It wasn't ya fault I was too open
How I miss the pass?
I blame myself
Cause I ain't know my worth
Hurt and insecure tryna make it work But I forgive you
You was doing yo job
A nigga gone be a nigga
You was playin yo cards
And deep down I knew
But ima sucker for love
And you never been loved so
I was routing for us yea

I'm sorry that yo momma died
I really wish I coulda helped you
Battle all that pride
I seen that demon forming
When I looked you in yo eyes
The kinda look that made
Wanna commit suicide
And I couldn't voice
Just how I felt
My mental health was fading
Me and you put a room
You couldn't look
When I was naked
And I understood because
I never felt pretty
I never had that body
That you liked when you was with me
You wouldn't even touch me
And I thought cause you was grieving
I thought I had it figured out
So why we was beefin
But looks can be deceiving
You made me so defensive
And I wasted so much time
You kno that time is too expensive
It was a lot for us to figure out
I guess you was to caught up
You ain't in the picture now
You rather scroll on yo phone
Than have a conversation
That's how I know we bored
And that was just the confirmation
You don't even kno my shoe size
Yet you claim to kno me you don't kno my True side
We in a room all day, its like we in
Separate locations
How we gone spend a life together
Shit dried up like raisins
Feelin low like a basement
And, you know you insecure too
Skeletons up in yo closet
Need to seek truth
Swear I could never take you serious
You was too angry
As to why I was oblivious
Cuz you was just like me
In some scenarios
We ain't wanna be alone
We ain't let it go
Never let a man dictate
Your confidence, cause now it's me
That gotta deal with the consequence
Alert and cognitive
I was lost but not my consciousness
Just know that pit
Ain't always bottomless
And I was heartless shit
And now I'm absent like them Promises
All I needed from you was to use your Common sense