Hope Is U

And I know nothing that I do is guaranteeing me more
So tell me what's the point of all the things I endure
Remind me what I do and who I'm doing it for
But everyday another demon comes to knock on my door
Never enough time for me to just sit down and record
And tell my microphone the things I should have told you before
Trying to put myself together but its clear that I'm torn
A day in therapy is something I could never afford

So tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do
Trying to keep my demons locked away but they've broken through
Never thought I'd fall in love again, been a hopeless fool
Nowadays I'm just a fool cause my only hope is you

So tell me what's the point of all this hurt
The marijuana is my remedy cause talking never works
And I rarely look for signs, I don't really like to search
It don't really take the pain away, it only make it worse

And I don't know if I could live without you, I don't want to find out
You my only destination babe, you been on my route
I fell in love but sometimes I struggle to say it aloud
Cause when I stop hearing it everything goes dark in my cloud
And I know times that I been difficult
Emotionally pitiful
Some days I be fine and then I snap and get cynical
Its hard to find my pleasure when my past can make me miserable
She ask me what I mean when all my words are so subliminal

I'm filled up with the hate, you take my pain and make it memorable
How long will it take before I pay you back a hundred fold
Never been the type to need support but you my centerfold
You my only hope, I'll hold you tight until we getting old