Letter To Brother. (feat. Baad Beats Collective)

I hope you are doing just fine
Baby brother, what a life
You flew high like a kite
You shining bright in the night
Sensational sight
I write this to you to tell you how we've been
We have a baby sister yeah we lit
We have a dog, we named her lucy
Momma does cry but she cries with glee
To see her man doing shit elite
Daddy is fine but sometimes he's mean
You know how it gets
Now your big bro got a girl too
Plus she got a lil bro too
I wonder would you be his homie
Our grandparents kinda distanced
Due to uncle consequences
Our sister is fierce
She told me if she had another
Brother she would love him more than me
I don't mind, you the king
I would make you listen to slim
I mean
I stare at my childhood pics and imagine that it's you
I think it would've been nice if you were here
And grew

I'm in denial, all I ever do is manifest
That you will come to life again
Your heart will have it's beat again
You'll listen to your brother rap
You'll listen to our sister brag
About her brothers "they're the best"
You know that life is just an ending road
So you chose the never ending path
You're a pussy brother
Why didn't you grew brother
Died inside the womb, you think it's funny brother
8 years, never knew I had a brother
Living in a fallacy, I ain't saying I ain't happy with our sister
But with you it would've been nicer
Our trio would've looked nice
Undefeated all iced, all spiced all right
I miss you even tho I haven't seen you
I think your name would have been Ayush
I love you brother