Shallow Grave

These recent years have been more unforgiven than I pictured
To end this sufferin' I need coke and henny as a mixture
On the sideline you ain't gettin' off them benches
Ya main worry while I gotta withstand these trenches
No pleasure at all with these rocks that I indulge
These streets about as bloody as the battle of the bulge
The feelings painful finding no rest in my leisure
Catch these niggas while they coked up fumbling having a seizure
Cancer stick smoking niggas dieing of rheumatic fever
And for God I'll make sure to execute any disbeliever
During the holidays it was dark ears covered from them screams
That's when jack frost came out to provide them inbetweens
Imataters actually true haters try to copy
Goal is to control and negate but they can't stop me
It's impossible none of you niggas not real enough
Wake up one day nigga now what
What you feeling tough nigga

Gangsta's move in silence no conversation to discuss
Bloody wrists tightly gripped from these handcuffs
And even though I'm innocent I truly don't feel it
Poor and starving I see food and I'm tempted to steal it
But I won't cuz at the end I know I won't feel rigteous
From hollows to heavens I gotta hold on and fight this
And they can call us brazy but y'all ain't see nothin' yet
Don't let that hijab on her head confuse you as a threat
See the true beauty fade away from this collective blindess
Excuse their nonsese kill em with respective kindness
I speak my mind outta angry got nothin' to lose
I only sold to stay alive nigga what you disapprove
While you had It all ya own car at only sixteen
Ghetto kids dieing they can't afford that vacinne
And we never fold it's forever south su mafia
Forced to defend ourseleves like we was in slovakia

But in our case them corpses surrond us It's our victory
And keep them high hopes low nigga kuz I got artilery
These memories are valuable yet feel so slippery
Last nigga to threatin' me ended up a mystery
You claiming you gon rob me them words are scarlet
Send my killers after you red dot got ya dome peice target
I promise to bring all my niggas to the m's from the cents
Gladiator blood drippen' catch me on a 110th nigga