HEARTBLEEDSZN

My mind's conflicted.
(I love you, I hate you, I love you, I hate you)
Panic attack.
(Don't want you, I need you, don't want you, I need you)

Convinced myself that I hate you,
Your words spin around my head.
I've got things I wanna say,
You really fucked me over then.
Left me here in the dark
And tried to show me up and out.
This time I've won, you caved in,
But now I feel it coming out.

I wanna protect my pride, do what's right.
Don't go against my gut.
But...

All I want right now is to be there
And lay there by your side.
Like we used to, I don't want this shit
To be our last goodbye.
I know I would regret
The way that things are now if you died.
I fucking hate you, but right now
I gotta show you what's inside.

My heart. (bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed)
My heart. (bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed)

Make the same mistake.
Make the same mistake again.
Hope's the only thing
That'll be here til I get
To the promised place.
To the state in which I'll rest.
I patiently wait
Here for my own happy end.

As my heart bleeds out.