INFINITE GODS

Lying on the bed, got some demons in my head
Was so sick of feeling dread, using shrooms to disconnect myself
Fear and depression, needed to release the tension
Dealt with such reckless discretion, my ego became infectious hell
Life's a test for your daily stress, feeling at risk and oppressed
You can't handle the intense affairs thrown into your chest
You can't control what's happening, everything is constantly changing

Anything and everything in a ball of fire
Such beautiful chaos I suddenly transpired
Seeing millions of eyes as I felt the world go by
While I lost my fucking mind

I can see that there is no reality
The norm is blind, stuck in its own fantasy

I'm a walking disease, so sick I'll drop to my knees
All of this pain no relief, none of these meds are helping
Done with all this truth seeking
Gazing at infinite gods, angels leaving me in awe
Realized who I've become, losing track of time that's gone
Tripping out with all my friends, reflecting on the times we spent
Serenity about the end, trauma that we should forget
I'm done with suffering, it's so undeserving

I can see that there is no reality
The norm is blind, stuck in its own fantasy
I don't give a fuck if you don't really care at all, yeah
I just wanna know if your eye is on the ball, yeah
The key to happiness is to embrace the meaningless
(Embrace the meaningless)