castle in the sky, Pt. II

Can't believe it's already been over a year
Without you here, it feels surreal
There's just some things that time won't heal

We still think about you often
You won't ever be forgotten
So rest assured

Not much has changed
Yet it doesn't feel the same without you here
If I was there, you wouldn't have felt like no one cared

I know I'll never change the past
But if I could, I would travel back
Just to tell you what you meant before you left

Some days I'm fine
But there's nights where I'm convinced
That it should've been me
The nights that I drink a little bit too much whiskey

Think about visiting where you are
But I promised I'd always wear these scars
And live a life for the both of us
Try not to feel too lonely watching from above

I hope I ain't too far from wherever you are
When my time is up here, oh
Maybe I'll finally get some rest
I still don't know what happens next
But for now I'll do my best
Until I reach the day of flight
To our castle in the sky